sigh

today is the 50th day i'm in this god-forsaken place. i have known a lot of people, and made friends with them, especially my housemates. well, they are bunch of crazy and fun-loving people, at least not on the outside. lol.

life over here isn't as great as what i have expected it to be. uni days aren't so enjoying like what the hear-say says. i was dilirious with joy when the thought of starting my campus life struck my mind 2 months ago, but apparently, looks like i'm wrong.

i had a dream last night. in that dream i was in a familiar place. so familiar that it has appeared in my memories more than i could ever count. a place of joy and sorrow, ups and downs, and a place i called home. please, dun let that yume end. please don't.

i have to attend chinese language lectures and tutorials and this is my elective subjects for this semester. oh gawd, i hate it. it's like i know it, and yet, it's like a stranger to me. each and everyone of us is to do a research in chinese eassays and poems. O.O --> my expression. i have gone speechless. the worst thing is: we have to present it -.- last thursday, a classmate of mine did his presentation.

陈之藩《失根的兰花》 与 余光中《乡愁》
-散文与新诗都描述了游子离乡之苦，与其是《乡愁》里文字与修辞手法，加上作者应用了强烈的对比，代表了漂泊、隔离具体事物。听了朋友的呈现，心里不自禁的有一种感触，作者浓重中带有强烈的感情，很隐约地透过联想与想象，展现出了游子思乡之愁。-

好想回去，回到在我那成长的地方，那我可以叫“家”的地方... 我在这也有一个家，但此家非彼我心里渴望的那个家...