悲しみ

my blog reek of anger and vengeance. that's what i noticed. too bad, can't think rationally when i fret and fume inside my head. =(

ah, enough about that. i see no point wasting any time on them.

time flies. it's may. soon, june will be here. then july.. august.. 2009.. 2010.. 2011.. ah, there's no end to my crap! can't think of anything to blog about, loads of nonsense >_<

i went out for a 'latte' session with my buddy, jen. we yakked about everything, almost everything. trust me, we did not gossip, we were just merely talking about the truth and fact. LOL. we talked about the past, our past, mainly mine.

ahhhh- it was awful. awful in a sense that i was so 'bah' (numb, perhaps?) to realize everything. i took things for granted, maybe? hah, i was indeed kinda stupid to have missed those hints, they were so obvious! waited and waited. guess what happened next? *poof*.. everything got messed up.

what has taken place, it can never be undone. sometimes, i do pray for an 'undo' button in my life - to undo everything and make things right again *wishful thoughts* however, i'm glad that i once walked on a path that led me to you. i'm grateful even though this dream never came true.